December 30th, 2002
I am in hiding today. It's one of those days that starts out very badly, gets worse, then around 10:00 in the morning you just give up fighting and decide to hide in your house for the remainder whimpering and eating chocolate.
We made coffee, discovered we had neither milk nor cream, went to the store to get some, the trucks starter broke so we had to leave the engine running while I waited outside, now Derek has to spend the day fixing it, the milk bottle smashed the moment we brought it in the house spilling milk all over the carpet (oooh I can't wait till that gets stale. I love carpets), I missed my ultrasound appointment which I will now be privately billed $3,000,000 for, for not cancelling a year in advance, we can't afford to pay for the ultrasound and the truck, I remember that I have to pay my student loan today, we were supposed to go clothes shopping, and worst of all......worst.... of....all, I have Kenny Rogers "The Gambler" stuck in my head.
Here everyone, join me in my pain...
You gotta know when to hold 'em, know when to fold 'em, know when to walk away, know when to run.
You know, somehow that made me feel a lot better. I know that you are going to have that song stuck in your head today and knowing that I created that personal little bit of torment for you somehow makes today alright.
I know it's cruel and malicious but at least I don't perform experiments on animals.
Anyway, I gotta run, Emmas trying out motocross today and I have to come up with a way to strap her onto the bike.
(See photos page nine)
Later.
